highschool

Every night whenever I can't sleep I check my phones and look at the files stored in it, our high school pictures, videos and recorded sounds with which you can really tell how happy we are with our batch and of course those memoirs remind me not only those friends I made but also the love that was built with those time I was with them.. It scares me now that It was all over but I just tell myself not to cry because it's over but smile because it happened, right?

It's true that looking at pictures can't replace having been there and I am so glad that I met those people that are now part of my life. My life wouldn't be this good if it weren't for the people that joined me in my dumbest moments, those friends who didn't let me do stupid things alone, those who cried with me when i thought my world had ended.

" I never let my schooling interfere with my education"

High school, the chapter of my life which thought me how to survive.

I want to thank all those people who joined me in my unforgettable journey.
* My fellow Thomasian classmates. (H4- St. Thomas Aquinas'07-08)
* APORTS walang iwanan. One for all.All for one
* Dominican brothers and sisters. (H4- St. Dominic de Guzman'07-08)
* My mentors. (Kilala nyo na po ang sarili nyo.)
-> special mention: aports- Sir John Michael A. Mabulay
Ma'am Janneth Zonio bibaro
-> Ma'am Dezerie Pacurib

* And those who are anonymous. (hehe..baka may nakalimutan aq, meron nga ata..hmm)



LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH

+_JameelMykaelaOgerioBisagas

Friend

We were always together
He was part of my life
He was there when I needed a friend
He was there making me smile

It hurts to fall for a friend
I keep on hiding my feelings
I don't know what to do
Cause he might leave me too

I have been left once
Now I'm afraid to be left twice
I have been hurt once
And I don't want to be hurt twice

I don't want to tell him
Cause I know he has another
That's enough for me to know
Cause it already hurts to know he love her so

I don't want to interfere him
And either force him to love me
I know he's happy with her
And will never be with me

Just hoping he's going to be loved
By the girl he loved most
Cause I loved him all my life
And will always love him for eternity.

I just wanted a friend
But it didn't end there
Cause I wasn't ready to fall again
The problem is it's too late, I already love him.


-> I made that poem when I was in 2nd year high school for our project in developmental reading, it can either be a song or a poem and since I'm not good with tunes I decided to make a poem which shows that back then that secret of mine lies.

Things We Didn't Know

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry and help me

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face?

But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

I Loved Him Just Like I Loved All Of Them

"Loving a friend is the most beautiful thing yet the most painful of all"

I loved him just like i loved all of them
I hated him before for he made them laugh but not to long hatred turned to love

I loved him just like i loved all of them
It's hard to keep this feeling but amazingly i did, though harder and harder it became

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Vacation and distance, no matter how far
I missed you as much as you missed her

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Our closeness made me think we were best friends but with a misunderstanding, silence kept for months but because of them and a little swallowing of my pride silence broke, i was happy again

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Another year passed never thought this feeling still exist
i only know he's a friend, a gay friend so happy he made me fall even more

I loved him just like i loved all of them
last year of high school gonna make the best out of it
he's the only one that can make me laugh when i don't even wanna smile

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Trying hard to keep this secret, i told no one
Trying hard to keep this feeling, well i told them cause my heart cannot

I loved him just like i loved all of them
A week or two i told him too, for i thought it would go away and make me happier too, our friendship will stay don't you worry he said, i stayed calm with tears rolling down my face scared that our friendship will never last

I loved him just like i loved all of them
I stayed far thinking it was right
Well it was wrong cause i noticed myself incomplete
Went back near him, well he went away, with her shoulders he was happy
I was happy for him but deep inside i was bleeding
tried to smile but it was fake, plastic me,well i was hurt.
Texted him to say sorry, i don't know why he went away

I loved him just like i loved all of them
He came back to his seat, near me, pity me.
Prom night, another misery, seeing with the flowers for her
Oh how painful, wanna broke down and cry

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Went away to somehow divert my attention still part of me bleeds while he was seated right next to her, smiling.

I loved him just like i loved all of them
The floor is yours the teacher spoke,asked her to dance
How sweet for they were destiny, kept myself busy but fraud, hold my tears and there he was, to dance is to remember him that way
I looked down for not believing, please look he told me

I loved him just like i loved all of them
After that dance it was like I've never been hurt before, all the pain was gone.

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Weeks passed it was nothing, enjoyed the view, i never knew
With just one sleep ahead it's goodbye high school
Before we say goodbye she said, I have something to tell you since a month ago,
before she could speak i knew it was bout him

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Catch me if i fall, don't worry cause i will and then that's it, she fell
Flashback came and i realized, that's why there are embraces, hugs and kisses.

I loved him just like i loved all of them
I started crying because of that pillow, tried to hide it, well she knew
I really am hurt what else can i do
I guess he loves her too

I loved him just like i loved all of them.

"Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, I FELL IN LOVE."

+_jameelmykaelabisagas_+

-> I made this last February 26, 2008. It started every night after our JS Prom and it ended after our graduation day.
March 28, 2008- grad. day

Genesis: the beginning

"A pleasant possession is useless without a comrade"

-Seneca

August 02, 2008
Saturday night
10:40


I started this blog of mine cause I've been inspired by one of the most influential people I have met, his name? I'd rather keep it private, not wanting to be selfish but for his own privacy.

I have a lot of thoughts inside my head that wanted to just burst out and let other people hear the deafening silence that kinda bothers me.

In my blog I will post anything that comes up to my mind and you are free to read it.
It may sound stupid or very idiotic but I don't care..Well here it goes......