I Loved Him Just Like I Loved All Of Them

"Loving a friend is the most beautiful thing yet the most painful of all"

I loved him just like i loved all of them
I hated him before for he made them laugh but not to long hatred turned to love

I loved him just like i loved all of them
It's hard to keep this feeling but amazingly i did, though harder and harder it became

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Vacation and distance, no matter how far
I missed you as much as you missed her

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Our closeness made me think we were best friends but with a misunderstanding, silence kept for months but because of them and a little swallowing of my pride silence broke, i was happy again

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Another year passed never thought this feeling still exist
i only know he's a friend, a gay friend so happy he made me fall even more

I loved him just like i loved all of them
last year of high school gonna make the best out of it
he's the only one that can make me laugh when i don't even wanna smile

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Trying hard to keep this secret, i told no one
Trying hard to keep this feeling, well i told them cause my heart cannot

I loved him just like i loved all of them
A week or two i told him too, for i thought it would go away and make me happier too, our friendship will stay don't you worry he said, i stayed calm with tears rolling down my face scared that our friendship will never last

I loved him just like i loved all of them
I stayed far thinking it was right
Well it was wrong cause i noticed myself incomplete
Went back near him, well he went away, with her shoulders he was happy
I was happy for him but deep inside i was bleeding
tried to smile but it was fake, plastic me,well i was hurt.
Texted him to say sorry, i don't know why he went away

I loved him just like i loved all of them
He came back to his seat, near me, pity me.
Prom night, another misery, seeing with the flowers for her
Oh how painful, wanna broke down and cry

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Went away to somehow divert my attention still part of me bleeds while he was seated right next to her, smiling.

I loved him just like i loved all of them
The floor is yours the teacher spoke,asked her to dance
How sweet for they were destiny, kept myself busy but fraud, hold my tears and there he was, to dance is to remember him that way
I looked down for not believing, please look he told me

I loved him just like i loved all of them
After that dance it was like I've never been hurt before, all the pain was gone.

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Weeks passed it was nothing, enjoyed the view, i never knew
With just one sleep ahead it's goodbye high school
Before we say goodbye she said, I have something to tell you since a month ago,
before she could speak i knew it was bout him

I loved him just like i loved all of them
Catch me if i fall, don't worry cause i will and then that's it, she fell
Flashback came and i realized, that's why there are embraces, hugs and kisses.

I loved him just like i loved all of them
I started crying because of that pillow, tried to hide it, well she knew
I really am hurt what else can i do
I guess he loves her too

I loved him just like i loved all of them.

"Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, I FELL IN LOVE."

+_jameelmykaelabisagas_+

-> I made this last February 26, 2008. It started every night after our JS Prom and it ended after our graduation day.
March 28, 2008- grad. day