love makes me exist

"love makes me exist but I don't know if there's someone who exist because of me. It will be a bewitching moment to know that though I am like this, someone cares for me without any sense of pity. Love me for who I am and I'll love you for who you are. I'll be the most expressive girl you'll ever know and I will never make you blue. It's been a misunderstanding between you and I, because I have to hide my feelings for your priority. Waiting for you will be the sweetest alibi because my heart beats only for you every single day. You will someday be the heart man, and you'll take care of my heart. I am giving my beating heart to you, please take good care of it and never let it be wounded again. If ever it gets wounded, heal it because its your job."
(from ailee verzosa's post)



I copied this from a friend's blog and it kinda made me think about stuffs..you know about "love". If there is really someone out there who exist because of me?.. I mean, is loving thrice still not enough for me to be hurt?!..hahaha..I guess your now laughing because of my stupidity..haha..That's just fine with because at least I know that I've loved though not loved back. Like what they say "love like you've never been hurt before."

Once, twice, thrice?.. How many times must i be hurt before i can call it enough?!.. I guess I am meant to be broken at all times..hahaha.. I'm being so sentimental again but this time no tears are falling from my dark brown eyes..hahaha..